Daily Meditation
In my daily meditation book it says "write 3 things that you love unconditionally" 1. Beef Nachos 2. Chicken Nachos 3. The nachos you get at the ball park that come in a baseball helmet.
View ArticleToday I feel terrible
Today and yesterday I felt terrible. Lonely and depressed. Physically I was sick as well. I went to an AA meeting and got some numbers yesterday. I went to a meeting today and called my sponsor. Stuff...
View Article11/25/2016
Every night before I go to sleep I like to type something up that I can read in the morning. It is usually something to the effect of....."your mind is going to play games with you today, focus on your...
View Article11/27/2016
11/27/2016 I woke up and I didn't feel terrible. I started to think about the .jpg that I made with all the pictures that really move me. You have to go through the internet and magizenes and find...
View Article11/29/2016
Need to come up with description of success you have to put down sight, hearing, sound, what it feels like etc. I would envision myself in brooks brothers pants, nice high end polo's, for sports have...
View Article11/30/2016
I woke up today. I went down to see my sponsor. So much of life is just meeting with mentors or sponsors. That went well. We talked about loving people for who they are and just be at peace with life....
View Article12/02/2016
Good job from me to walk away from a meal not overeating and not eating pie. Yesterday I went to bed a bit hungry. I try not to eat before bed. Your body stores fat easily when you go to bed full. I...
View Article12/03/2016
***breakthrough*** I woke up today in some fear. Fear that I wouldn't get what I want that I would get side tracked from my goals of 999 billion dollars being #1 businessman of all time. I said this...
View Article12/04/2016
12/04/2016 I woke up early today. I have two things on my mind. Getting my body, mind and spirit in awesome shape. I am going to take massive action. I am going to do whatever it takes to be the #1...
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12/06/2016
2016 I woke up today. I was a bit pissed. I am so far away from my goals and dreams. Oh well time to get to work. I started going for a walk. My goal is not to eat much today and get on the treadmill....
View Article12/07
*****breakthrough***** I had an emphany that I don't want to be ripped and be a pimp and 999 billion dollars too badly...Why? Because I choose sleep and relaxing over those things. If I truely wanted...
View ArticleJan 1st
I haven't posted lately. I just don't feel like posting much. I am tired of life and tired of trying to make a life worth living. I try my hardest to make my dreams come true but the progress is so...
View Articlemaking bad mistakes when drunk
I made bad choices when drunk. I drove drunk, got into fights, I pooped myself many times. I am glad today that I just have to worry about not drinking and I am a winner! If you don't drink or do drugs...
View ArticleJan 8th
I didn't drink over the weekend and you would be amazed what you could get done! Long are the days of spending 50 or 100 dollars a weekend on getting drunk! Now I can use that money to save up for a...
View ArticleThe weekend and being fussy
Sometimes I get fussy and not happy. It happens more than I like and I think it is because my bi-polar depression. It always passes and luckily I have always acted that I feel ok because people freak...
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